Make me swirl, make me dance.

Hello and Happy New Fabulous-Friggin-Year!
I have not quit writing my blog. But the fact is that I can't do this as long as I am in Estonia. I could keep this as my daily notebook or diary, but.. keeping a blog needs a lot of time and work. And I do not intend to spend this Happy-Time back at home blogging. Although, I could make really good stories.
But I'm just not that kind of gal.


Still, I should share my Happy-Life ideas.


Why do I walk around with a stupid happy face most of the time?
Because, the happier and smilier I am, the nicer, kinder, sweeter and friendlier people are around me and the more amazing becomes the world, so this makes me even more happy.
What I mean is - make yourself feel happy for little things around you and share your kindness and joy with everybody else. This way the world comes a better place for you and for everybody else.

Because there can not be any bad people if I, you and the world around us is smiling!


Oh, and 'Make me swirl, make me dance' - ??

Really. Do make me swirl and dance!

Time and travel

I've been passing this on for a whole lifetime by now. Or a few weeks for sure.

I am in Estonia right now, and I'm staying a bit longer that first planned.
As it is, my plans somehow keep failing. I should've left a while ago already, but well..I can live with this. I think.

I'll try to post some more, I do have things to write about. If only I had a recorder, that put my thoughts straight here..
I would be a blogging-friggin'-queen.

Rhythm of life

I am so glad to finally do things I didn't have time for before. Time to take. Time for myself.
Yesterday (Tuesday) I went to this wonderful Chant Song evening with my mom.
Oohh, the songs and the rhythms! Still so warm inside.
I also signed the contract for my next trip. Only waiting for the flight ticket now.
The question still remains - when am I leaving?


I've been planning to go to Tartu for a while already. Last Friday wasn't the day. Tuesday was surely not the day. Today and Tomorrow - nope. Not the day.
If it's the day, I'm on my way.
Then I would know for sure.

But,

every little cell in my body is happy
every little cell in my body is well
every little cell in my body is happy
every little cell in my body is well
I'm so glad every little cell in my body is happy and well
I'm so glad every little cell in my body is happy and well


The Rhythm of Life is inside You.
Find it!

Home-style

I love messing around in the household. I am currently obsessed with making everything myself - just like a five-year-old, who wants to be a grown-up.
Since I was thirteen-fourteen, I've loved baking. Until now, I have been such a sweet tooth. Just recently I noticed, that I've started preferring salty food more. Still, baking is a hobby of mine.
Now when I bake or cook something, I usually try to make everything as healthy as possible. I try to keep wheat out from my bakings (sometimes I use whole-grain wheat flour, if I can't do without) and I like to make things as low-sugar and low-fat as possible. I like to experiment. It doesn't always come out as well as I hope. That's how 'interesting' food happens.

Today I made buckwheat cookies. I found the recipe in this foodblog. They came out really crispy and nice. Perfect when on the go or just for a little snack.

There was a time, when I really wanted to be an architect or interior decorator. I watched a lot of shows on BBC Prime, that taught how to design your home. A while I was pushing my mom and dad to renovate our house. Since they didn't have enough time for that, and I was still too young (and out of money) to do that, I threw the idea away for a while..
Now, I still like decorating our house, but my dreams for the future have changed a bit. Sometimes I give my hand on renovating an old piece of furniture (which I completely love doing!) or just bring some freshness into our house with some new ideas.

Last Tuesday I did a bit of flower arrangement with the last blossoms in our garden. It brought more life into my room for a whole week.

I use my time to do things I love, and miss while abroad, until I can.
I am slowly starting to pack too.
The time has gone so fast, since I arrived.

From autumn to winter

I have been back home in Estonia for already a week.
It took me a few days to rest from those sleepless nights in Tokyo. And a bit longer to get myself together again.
Now I am almost ready to meet my long-lost friends again.
For the past few days I've been enjoying how peaceful and quiet it is in my hometown. It feels amazing going to bed practically in dead silence, as in Tokyo there were always some street and traffic noises in the background throughout the night.
I enjoy taking long walks in the park with our family dog, helping out in the household and eating Estonian food.

I am sure a short while back at home will do good for me. Four months in Japan edventually started to work on my brain.

Unfortunately, as the life of a model is, I have currently no idea, when and where I will be going next. This makes everything a bit difficult, since I can't really plan anything. So this is how I am living - a day at a time.

Winter is showing its first signs. I picked the last rasberries from our garden just last weekend.
Today, the grass and trees were covered with morning frost.
The first snow is not far away

I am back.

How is it?
-  Confusing.